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Dear Colette, I want to write to you about being a woman for that is what you write to me. I want to tell you how your face
I try to keep falling in love if only to keep death at bay.
Most beautiful of poisons, border-plant, wearing your small green cowl, little friar, little murderer, aconitine flows
There is only one story: he loved her, then stopped loving her, while she did not stop loving him.
You operate on the afternoon You perform open heart surgery on the ghosts of your suicidal friends You divorce your parents
Because she wants to touch him, she moves away. Because she wants to talk to him, she keeps silent. Because she wants to kiss him,
She left him in death’s egg, the bone sack & the gunny sack… the bag of down & feathers-all… Somehow he couldn’t get back. It was night,
All over the district, on leather… & brocade couches, on daybeds & ‘professional divans,’ they… The air is thick with it, the ears of analysts must be stick…
A man so sick that the sexual soup cannot save him - the chicken soup of sex which cures everything: tossed mane of noodles,
The experience of fear is not an o… —J. Krishnamurti In dreams I descend into the cave of my past: a child with a morgue-tag
Goddess, I come to you my neck wreathed with rosebuds, my head filled with visions of inf… my palms open to your silver nails… my eyes open to your rays of illum…
The old poet with his face full of lines, with iambs jumping in his hair lik… with all the revisions of his body unsaying him,
Bobbing in the waters of the womb, little godhead, ten toes, ten fing… & infinite hope, sails upside down through the worl… My bones, I know, are only a cage
For all those who died– stripped naked, shaved, shorn. For all those who screamed in vain to the Great Goddess only to have their tongues
Nobody believes in love– not even me. Love is the thing you wait to end.