#Americans #Jews #Women
I sit at my desk alone as I did on many Sunday afternoons when you came back to me, your arms aching for me,
You whom I hoped to reach by writ… you beyond the multicolored tangle of telephone wires, you with your white paper soul trampled in transit,
"...a frozen memory, like any p… where nothing is missing, not even… and especially, nothingness..."… —Julio Cortázar, “Blow Up” Mirror-mad,
Spring, rainbows, ordinary miracles about which nothing new can be said. The stars on a clear night
Ash falls on the roof of my house. I have cursed you enough in the lines of my poems & between them,
Regret is the young girl who sits… & stares at her hands. They are bluer than shadows in sno… They are bloodless as fear. Her fingernail moons are white.
I am not interested in my body– the part that stinks & rots & brings forth life,
He was six foot four, and forty… and even colder than he thought he… James Thurber, The Thirteen Cloc… Not that I cared about the other… Those perfumed breasts with hearts
Exploring each other’s depths, that surge of connection which makes the world seem sane,
You can be hurt because you want too much; because in your face it says: love me, nurture me; because in your teeth it says:
My love is too much– it embarrasses you– blood, poems, babies, red needs that telephone from foreign countries,
Because my grandmother’s hours were apple cakes baking, & dust motes gathering, & linens yellowing & seams and hems
A man so sick that the sexual soup cannot save him - the chicken soup of sex which cures everything: tossed mane of noodles,
Could I unthink you, little heart, what would I do? throw you out with last night’s garbage,
You sleep in the darkness, you with the back I love & the gift of sleeping through my noisy nights of poetry. I have taken other men into my tho…