June 12th, 2023 I’m sorry
What I mistook for your warmth I now realize was actually a freez… You found me, built me up Then destroyed me You claim to care about me
When we met You found me At my worst When we loved Time stood still
A sudden Good-Bye Is not a finality But a paused Hello
One day I hope your love Will reunite with mine Or so I tell myself because It won’t
It’s not the familiarity It’s not the loneliness It’s not the memories It’s not the safety It’s not the comfortability
I cut this final cord. So why do I still feel bound? Oh, another cord.
The longer I wait for you The more I prolong this pain The longer you wait to speak The more distant I become The more I heal
Do not mistake my silence, For absence. I will always be there for you. Always. But I must be here for myself,
You were the light of my life So tell me why You decided to burn it to cinders And leave me in darkness
You Your Your voice Echoes ghostly In the halls of my memories
I wish that these words No longer reflect my pain But my devotion
People always say, “These feelings will fade away” Which ones, love or pain?
Rain & sun Flowers bloom Spring has sprung Fading the gloom In summers heat
To Love is to abandon All rational and logic To act out of character And find depth within yourself To love is to put your wants
Adrift in the abyss Dappled with distant lights Imagination connects the dots To make sense of this predicament I was anchored on the satellite