#Americans #XXCentury #1977 #LoveIsADogFromHell #ThePleasuresOfTheDamned
almost dawn blackbirds on the telephone wire waiting as I eat yesterday’s forgotten sandwich
the lair of the hunted is hidden in the last place you’d ever look and even if you find it you won’t believe
Slipping keenly into bright ashes, target of vanilla tears your sure body lit candles for men on dark nights, and now your night is darker
We got back to 1010. I had my check. I’d left word that we didn’t want to be disturbed. Tammie and I sat drinking. I’d read 5 or 6 love poems about her. “They knew who I was,” she said....
225 days under grass and you know more than I. they have long taken your blood, you are a dry stick in a basket. is this how it works?
After dinner or lunch or whatever it was—with my crazy 12 hour night I was no longer sure what was what—I said, "Look, baby, I’m sorry, but don’t you realize that this job is driving me...
I laugh sometimes when I think ab… say Céline at a typewriter or Dostoevsky... or Hamsun...
is an orange animal with hand grenades fire power
On Christmas I had Betty over. She baked a turkey and we drank. Betty always liked huge Christmas trees. It must have been 7 feet tall, and 1/2 as wide, covered with lights, bulbs, tins...
They had me in the counselor’s office in one of the back rooms of the second floor. “Let me see how you look, Chinaski.” He looked at me. “All right, Mr. Chinaski, we’d like to know whe...
I had begun to dislike my father. He was always angry about something. Wherever we went he got into arguments with people. But he didn’t appear to frighten most people; they often just ...
you just don’t know how to do it, you know that, and you can’t do a lot of other useful things either. it’s the fault of the
at their best, there is gentleness… some understanding and, at times,… courage but all in all it is a mass, a glo… have too much.
Katherine stayed 4 or 5 more days. We had reached the time of the month when it was risky for Katherine to fuck. I couldn’t stand rubbers. Katherine got some contraceptive foam. Meanwhi...
I got lucky the next day. They called my name. It was a different doctor. I stripped down. He turned a hot white light on me and looked me over. I was sitting on the edge of the examina...