Try not to love Must stay in touch with myself Easier to be dead Left to say nothing Left to wonder if I care

You bring life to me Paper won’t keep or make leave Shelter from the fear Heat beneath winter Troubled dreams leave me alone

Purple black and blue Concealed behind steel blue eyes Protean nature

An eternity Been waiting for her so long Fall down upon me Will you disappear Into the shadows of time

I have been waiting Bang bang, all over you now All lit up again Who will you run to I don’t really know me now

Seeing through the rain Life blurred through the memories Seeing through the tears

Only here to serve More to me than you can see Hideaway with me Survivor of life Survived your confused feelings

You can shackle you It’s so hungry in the dark It’s some cruel penance Unclear agony Who shows up, who walks away

Person deconstruct Come please I’m falling deeper Another trigger

Pain a smokeless cloud Time a faceless familiar More and less of one

Behind these blue eyes A kiss from a rose draws blood Goodbye goodbye her Only memory A believer of the day

Blood stained flowers die Life flows from the fallen tears Listen to your heart

Black days to blue nights Alone in a crowded room Find one like myself You betray yourself Your presence felt, I found you

Just breathe simply breathe Leader of no one but one Simply breathe just breathe Do this anymore I don’t deserve your anger

Life one shot away The end is drawing nearer The answer is within reach Tears and loneliness Extreme pleasure then more pain