Lost within control Each direction leads back here Like you the lonely Good enough for me I know all I’m living for
My sanctuary A dark painful resting place Alarm strikes collide Socialization An alignment or betrayed
Shallow grave control Sideways an easy way out You dare surrender
Like nobody else Betrayed, broken, bruised, save me Tearing memories Farewell what I’ve done Burned to the core, heart encased
Pain a smokeless cloud Time a faceless familiar More and less of one
Someone to be yours Someone other than myself Someone to be mine
I’m the first you told The others knew before me Love and misery Love crushed by desire Afraid ready to take flight
Diaphanous love Feeling real an illusion Real the hurt and pain Penetralia Her younger self still crying
Something that was not Feelings met with fear & doubt Festinate the end
You can shackle you It’s so hungry in the dark It’s some cruel penance Unclear agony Who shows up, who walks away
Feel invincible No cure for you, me, or us Saviors of the world
Clean my memory Pain a pleasant end to you Hello its just me
As high as one can Equal to the lowest low To flow as water
Someone knowing more Decides who and what I am Searching they must be