10/09/13
i sit up high upon a wall and that’s when people see me They don’t say
How my heart does beat simply by reading your words How it feels like it shall burst from me when you are near When time and space separate
Who am i to you? Am i boy or girl? Am i life
stirring emotions voices in my head i’m so confused this isn’t normal this isn’t right
ring ring the final day is done ring ring time is up ring ring
no words to express to screwed up in the head don’t know what to say have nothing to explain for once words fail me
I’ve probably had about ten shots now trying to drown out her memory We left under harsh words, tears, and shouts
you said I was an angel yet i only see the demon you said i had beauty yet i only see ugliness within you said “beauty in the flesh”
eyes wide open it’s the middle of the night eyes wide open and i’ve given
fists flying we’re in fisticuffs and there’s no stopping it i stepped in out of place to take
what do you do when your worst fears are realized when the words you’ve dreaded hearing have been spoken where will you go now that
Blood flow freely flow until i have no more to give Flow until you have
i have learned over the years that love is no good It crushes your
he plays his feelings out in the beat of his drum not realizing it’s taking the life right out of him
Every thing seems to be changing around me And i’m not sure i’ll be