(2012)
#Pain #Sadness #Tears
Stupid Boy I wish you could have seen How much you were loved Maybe if you had known... Things could have been different
Guarantees a long painful death ...
We wrap ourselves in bubbles The numbness keeping us safe From the pain we hide from Silence filling gaping holes In our hearts as we try to forget
The morning sun swings and twirls Drawing in the vacant streets Singing songs of love and joy She tries to wake the dead.
I don’t want to see. How empty I am on the inside. My heart, shattered. My spirit, broken. My soul, torn.
The world is an ugly place Filled with disease Secrets buried deep within Betraying the lies we hide behind Spewing all our sordid crimes
You look at me Like I’m some prize on display Pride glimmering in your eyes As you smile encouragingly AND
My ceiling is dreary The white paint Paled from the years Flaking and peeling I stare morbidly content
The radiant crescent moon illumina… Transforming the clear azure water… The gentle evening breeze sending… I stand above my reflection, watch… A stranger stares back at me, her…
Forgiveness is the hardest gift to… Tears clouding our vision Our sadness turning to madness Hiding our hearts beneath Thick layers of rust
Night has fallen Once again Leaving me alone With my thoughts Their incessant prattle
A little boy tugs at his mothers arm while she ignores him. Tears springing to his eyes he wonders why.
Waking in a cold sweat Choking for breathe Scared to death The shadows prancing In the darkness
I don’t know where to start Too much to say So much more to lose I know what I am risking But I don’t have a choice
Memories flood through my head Drowning me once again Days turn to years But the suffering never ends Memories resurfacing