#BadDreamsNightmaresPassiveSuicidalIdeation
i’m sitting in an old 2000s chevy with r&b music playing loud from t… my shoulders slipping out from und… and i’m either a sex symbol or something holy.
“i hope they don’t turn out like y… and yeah, i think, that’s about ri… i hope they don’t either.
i love breaking your heart. call me a sadist, i don’t particul… i’ll reel you back in like a trout…
staying alive is the most terrifyi…
always a victor, always a fucker. always a loser, always a fucked. so it goes. so it burns.
i hope you know that you’re still my favorite hiding place and through it all, you’re still my favorite secret keeper
god lives in a church. so, i’ve been breaking their stain… trying to figure out which one he’…
i don’t want to grow up but god, i can’t wait to get older…
i’m trying to give you cardiac arr… i’m trying to drink your blood lik… i hate your guts; can i fuck them… don’t be gentle, i want to scream at the top of my…
“who do you think you look like mo… on a hot august day (as they usual… “your mom or your dad?” you swung back and forth on the wo… i drawled my reply, thick as the a…
i love you and isn’t that it? isn’t that a slur? to say i love you, when your father spilled that
you tell me what to do and i lose… i swallow down the anger with a pi… i count to five watching the fire… before pressing it down on my thig… my friends keep getting worried,
it’s embarrassing but, god i love, love, love you i’ll swear on everything i own, and everything i’ve ever wanted that i love you in ways i didn’t t…
when i told you i was crazy, i was… that there was your warning, but y… you don’t have enough heartbreak i… i’ll fix that for you, free of cha… “a penchant for manipulation,”
“do you still think i’m pretty?” i… mascara running down my face, lips…