lifetime love, new love
over and over,
you talked about change,
you made me see the future with you,
spoke words that made me believe,
yet over and over u broke my heart,
I stuck around with you thru the worst storm of ur life,
it didn’t matter how much pain I was in,
I loved u so much,
I was with u till the end,
but those changes you promised,
repeatedly died,
they were never there,
my presence never meant anything,
you only depended on me,
to help and satisfy your self,
well now I’m here broken again,
unable to move on,
well after 6 long years,
I still love u the same,
u sang to me songs,
blame it on me,
and love don’t change,
those two songs made me put it in all for you,
to have that 1% of hope,
damn I wish I would’ve known,
that as a grown man,
u will never be known,
well now ur behind those bars,
and I’m still not giving up,
I noe your much more than a criminal,
and that you’ve had it rough,
but tell me this once,
how much do u value your life,
and does around you,
who risk themselves,
to keep u alive,
well ur father n I,
have gone thru this once,
and we came close,
to see if ud open ur eyes,
babe ur too late,
things wont change,
I love you but I want to move on,
I hope one day you can hate me,
so we can loose this ties,
because with u in my mind,
its hard to move on,
I have something better in front,
but I cant give him my all,
not until ur gone,
and I can forge u,
so please lets find a reason to break apart,
as much as it hurts,
he has what I want,
he treats me right,
and he is my ride or die,
well he tries to help me with my situation with u,
he has no reason,
he don’t even noe u,
yet he seen me cry,
he seen me mad,
I really like this guy,
so its time for us to finally say goodbye.
