I don’t know what I want but I know that I need you because I sleep, eat, and breathe you leak into my dreams you,
Daddy did you know, that your little girls alone daddy did you hear? all her cries of pain did you ever stop
As the blade runs across my skin, i realize its my only friend, all the others lie all the rest leave everyone else
I’m trying to move on one moment I’m fine then in the next I’m on the floor in a ball crying out your name
it has been 12 days in your absenc… but what is a day anyways? 24 hours, broken up into minutes and second
I can hear the pressure I can see the pain I can smell the blodod and it trickles down the drain it’s night
what is love what is pain by my definition they’re both the same what is misery
I don’t understand why I feel thi… stuck beneath all this pain you’re just a boy and I’m just a girl so what’s so special about what we…
life is too short not to say sorry… life is too long to carry on with… no matter what price it’s not too much to pay to just apologize
it’s funny how the little things i… and it’s a wonder how i can feel s… I can feel lost 5'3" and 135 pound… and it takes ages to return as i must remain
I wanted to shed all that you are So i became all that you’re not In a desperate attempt to slay the… as it grows and breathes inside I had to learn to kill my mind
watch the smoke roll feel it take the toll watch reality slip away not a care in the world not like i cared anyway
Time was so much slower in the sti… and if you don’t understand it read the first line again Because my life goes on after the… after the sleepless nights as I la…
And i write these poems in your na… in your presence, in your grace so just walk on, and pass me by,
It’s two in the morning and I am… But for a different reason, I’m n… I’m thankful tonight, for everythi… I’m thankful tonight, for everythi… That I did for my family, even th…