Grasping at pipe dreams Something good Is never what it seems Riding a wave of discontent The sting of doubt unrelenting

Knowing how to feel What more is there to know? Knowing how to entertain What must I do to ascertain The feeble heart?

It’s souls midnight And I’m alone baying at the moon It’s a soulless kinda night Where the crazies & maniacs swoon Drowning in a flood of emotions

Swimming in a sea of wonder Waking to the crash of thunder Running till the fear ceases And light creases Bending but never breaking

Falling away By the sea My heart is clay Wondering what will be? Meandering alone

Sifting through pieces of me Left broken and forgotten Trying to find a piece of me I’ve… Looking for my spark Now dying embers

Stargazing from within Acknowledging the end I gave myself away To allow what may Standing in my way

Feel the need to dance away Feel the need to sail away Flying over tree tops My mind all in knots Feel the urgency to runaway

Tangled up in you Swimming in hues of blue Drawing you In shades of dejavu Searching for your heart

Dying a little bit each day I’m a… Yearning for your touch Like the desert yearns for rain Trying to pretend I don’t need yo… That I don’t miss you

Dripping like honey Off your tongue Everything’s funny When I’m in your arms Running

I was a vixen Fixen to make A man outta you Drooling in a pool Made for fools

Crying over you In my dreams Chasing you Through countless streams Traveling from state to state

Painting —Playing in the rain Dancing —In the bathroom mirror Praying

Head burning Heart yearning Brain churning Feet running Into the unknown