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Feeling a multitude of emotions, that feel jumbled inside. So I thought I'd try to articulate it in a poem.
Trying to understand But my mind is numb Walking through a land of fog It’s hard to see When your mind is closed
Dreaming in black & white Bracing for a fight Chasing shadows through the night Trying to avoid all light For fear of being hated
Sleepless nights Hot & heavy fights Slump over the couch Mumbling the words ouch! Give me some time
Swimming in a sea of wonder Waking to the crash of thunder Running till the fear ceases And light creases Bending but never breaking
Chasing dreams By any means Wanting more But what for? Lying on the floor
I Am wind I am fire I am earth I am water The in between
Dripping like honey Off your tongue Everything’s funny When I’m in your arms Running
Lifeless & alone Lying in a winter field of white My frost bitten skin Glistening in the light Lifeless & alone
Take your time, do it right Cry my name, hold on tight You can’t deny it, this feels righ… Quit looking at your phone Look into my eyes
You make me crazy Every moment drenched in gold You take hold of me Like a love story once told Swinging in the park
Floating in a wave of obscurity My heart is a world of secrecy Giving my hopes to the wind Relinquishing my dreams for clarit… I never meant to hurt you
Grasping at pipe dreams Something good Is never what it seems Riding a wave of discontent The sting of doubt unrelenting
Something changed Like I knew it would The winter came And our hearts froze Hidden under a blanket of snow
Honey water Glistening on your skin Eyes of silver Shining from within Smiling sweet
Feel the need to dance away Feel the need to sail away Flying over tree tops My mind all in knots Feel the urgency to runaway