God are you in the sky, Are you the air, under the birds’… That help them fly? Are you the legs that support the… Or help the homelss or the disable…

I barely gave you a second glance, You looked at me not askance, You have no hits or Friends on Fa… No one to laud your inner beauty–… You are invited to no fancy pagean…

I’m back writing again for myself, I’m looking for another to join in… To suffer alone is not dignified… To share the pain is more qualifie… Lord, send me not back here after…

If I still saw life through a chi… People would still be people, There would be no rich or poor, No race no left of right, No ugly or beautiful,

Life is not about avoiding mistake… But learning from them, This imperfect life in An imperfect world Is about learning for the spiritua…

I live to weave my thoughts Into words, My word into phrases, My phrases jump to life On paper;

My heart needs to heal, I choose not to feel, My mind is set to reel, I need only to get through This horrific ordeal.

Sometimes life is so utterly delic… Out of it I want to take a bite Rip it into stitches, Sometimes I want To take flight,

It is in little moments That life is best lived, Like the one of the father Taking time to play checkers With his son,

Our bodies are forever changing, Never staying the same, Tomorrow’s joy is today’s pain; From past to present, To future we glide,

I love to wear pretty pink panties, Under my dress, The fact that I’m a man underneat… Could be anyone’s guess;

Seek God the Lord Not from without But from within, The Temple Holy of Holies Resides in you,

Help I need counselling, I need a patient, listening ear, One that has been there, Knows I feel & can help me bear The weight of the world,

I love to wear dresses, To feel like a girl, In pretty petticoats, pinafores, Wedding gowns & sundresses, I swi… I love to wear dresses

Am I gay? What a question & who can say? What does it matter anyway, Today who one sleeps with Is no one business but your own,