Music didn’t save my fucking life. I saved my fucking life. Music just pushed me to the point… And maybe I wouldn’t have come th… I love where this life is taking m…

Yesterday Was the first day I had suicidal… I took a long, boiling hot shower And just fucking cried I wanted to rip my eyes out

I wish I could wash away Every inch Every pore Every fragment Wrinkles and more

I don’t feel worthy of being loved… I’m not worthy of that I don’t deserve the company of a b… Because I’m tainted I’m filthy

It’s like learning to walk all ove… It’s hard for me to function. I never thought I’d end up like t… But I suppose I went brain dead f… You’re trying to make yourself fee…

The shadows are coming for me They are at all corners of my eyes Everywhere I look They are in my mind Why are they here

The world is beautiful Society is ugly Mankind as a creation is remarkabl… Mankind as a whole is disgusting One cannot exist without the other

These moments when I feel the razor in my hand It’s like a call It’s an unholy demand I choose my weapon

When I’m done with everything and… I grab my headphones and blast awa… As the light fades with the settin… I lie in silence wide awake I wait for the sun to peak over th…

I woke up early I can’t get back to sleep Once again I go back To all my fucked up memories Even the good ones hurt

I can feel it coming down, the ang… To take my hand as I turn pale As white as the light, how did I… I’m ready to battle, I’m ready fo… The agony to end in emotionless bl…

When you know all there is to know And you decide to take a turn and… Take a look in the mirrors as you… They follow you everywhere as thou… To follow you always and to whispe…

Like flies to decay Like moths to flame Attractions are somewhat death def… Magnets to metal And light to dark