Sitting down, I unlock the chains… Move down to my ankles, I unlock… How long have I been in this cage… Holding the bars as if I feel nos… Its cosy here though, it’s safe.

I keep checking, checking time, ch… My brain on overdrive and its kill… Mind controls, we can’t control th… You never can, are you people blin… Step back, pause, breath and rewin…

My mind is in a different world I make up stories of the unknown I put scenarios together I make a different story I don’t know what is real

Oh darling, you poor withered soul… Oh how life has taken its toll. Your emotions are widowed, your feelings a stray.. you can’t look in the mirror,

I can feel the feeling What’s that feeling It’s tingling in my feet Creeping through me Surrounding me whole

Spring for many people, brings a s… No longer must we harsh the cold w… We feel the sun on our face, and i… Like a new day, a new cycle a seco… To me spring feels like grief.

Silence Ringing in my ear I don’t want to think listen or he… What day or year Haven’t I been sad

I swear to god I see your face There’s no one else you could repl… I imagine soft whispers, sweet emb… It takes me to a better place I’m hoping I didn’t choose wrong

Its wrestling with an emotion unhe… A guilt that has been burned up, transferred up and stirred up. An abandonment to an unknown promi… So loyalty turns into the memory–…

I feel like I have lived a thousa… Every photograph a different perso… Each memory a lifetime ago. The future already seems like a me… and here I am seeing the endless p…

I can hear a soft buzzing in my ea… And a pain in my temples The thoughts are flowing un –stead… What is life if I have to live th… No choice, no control of what peop…

I am not who I am, I am. Not who you said, or see or know o… I am something beyond the unreal. A deeper emotion, a denser ocean - a wave of unwanted commotion.

Everything is too much for me I fall in love too easily Afraid to be happy I’d still feel dead in Miami Set free the old me