Courage was not letting your broth… But preferring to die From their snide remarks Which shadow prejudice’s unkind da… What happened when they grew up?

I feel so lonely. I want to die. Feeling like the only one on earth… My laughter is a lie. Laugh on, laugh on.

Nights of chuckling After no jokes And Dancing without nerves Become me

I wish I wish I wish I could swim in oblivion. Have a tummy full of pills.

A tree fell in the park last night… I didn’t hear it go. The innards smelled of peppermint, And I felt the crumbling dirt Turn into ash in my hand.

I often cajole myself Into crying, But I refrain. I know I’ll never stop.

I remember how I cried When they cut down Our tree.

I cannot bring myself to cry. I can’t decide if this is a curse Or a blessing.

Your love Was like driving straight into the… Your attention was like Lying in a puddle of gold. You were sex and fun and cotton ca…

Can you hear it? It is the cry of the poor. Their howling curls inside of my h… It pains me as if I were one of t… But, I am.

I don’t understand. I don’t understand the cruelty The darkness The fear This choking feeling.

Things I wish I could say Would be I miss you, I love you, I want to be with you,

Without you, I feel the pain. The rain seems cold now. Thunder is only evil, And the sky is bare and pale.

I forget how to love When I’m gritting my teeth Because I’m a fucking hole/ Nothing’s coming out of my mouth n… Because I don’t love my mom,

Oh, such a sweet fool. I once thought love Was reigning savior. So, so foolish. I once believed love