Despair, by Liliane

Despair

Today I feel like i am falling off a Cliff

only to meet the hard,

cold floor of my bathroom

I cry for help

I scream silently

No one hears me

As my voice dies inside of me

A whirlwind of social convention swallows me,

Forcing me to smile.

Incredible is my mother She is kind like no other A pure Angel is nothing compared… Beautiful and fraich as dew, Enchantress

What a beautiful rose in my garden I look at her And I remember Only her Can keep my secrets forever

I stare at the mirror All I see is a Monster When have I started to become This horrifying wraith? Like Dorian Gray

It’s the darkest night I have ever witnessed The Moon reflects on the river In a luminescent wave Here I am

The Lily of the Valley Blossoms beautifully Its fragance is light and fresh But poison runs through its veins, A dark side it surely hides

How many times Can I take no for an answer? Knowing you want me But are too afraid to love Disapointment

Sunshine, Driven by Helios through the Sky In a golden chariot To the sole purpose Of illuminating my life

Tears rolling down my cheeks I am sad Tired, Of torturing my mind Wondering

Of a Sunny yellow She wears a legendary name Growing at the place Narcisse had drowned From the own contemplation

The water Falls in a mellow harmony Helping me to clear my mind And direct the current of my thoug… I close my Eyes

There is a used, Withered coat Hanging in that wardrobe Holes Run through it

Nothing particular to this shirt, Juste an old piece of fabric One might say But to me it’s a rare and precious item

Dew is covering my garden, As an invitation to open my eyes Virtuous nature that thinks of me Irresistibly I am drove to you, Devoted and delighted

Everyday I worry I dread this coming month, September The milestone of our life The day our fate will be known

Every night I wonder Will you ever be my knight? It would make my heart pound To know that you’re mine The two of us flying, freed fom ou…