masking reality

Take my soul for he is weary from this long term confusion the true craziness that’s haunts me when reality of the inevitable shows face and the only way to make it disappear is to......forget the existing mask and recall her truth without speaking to the one she’ll forget. pain is only eased when people believe stories. When the shock hits your gasping for air that’s been stolen by the nightmare that’s only been telling the truth. ignored for so long that being blind seems better then whats been said it may or may not be forever . Whats forever any way, I’m sure what forever for her or them didn’t get the intensity of what was to be true. When just till today I seen forever in you . Was you caught between memory and a dream . Boom it hits OH shit then you have to see the inner me . Will it be a surprise when you see how your carelessness got you to this station where lonely begins to be the only way. mind restless like its all mind figured to be forgotten like big deals and keeping real wasn’t what you sign up for. I mean maybe the ride wasn’t real or was IT .My state of mind needs divine intervention . I remember this so clear nevertheless a feeling of madness has over come me now battling with you and evil rages in to depths of what use to be so clear now linger in the dark and hang out with my worst FEARS tied down your not and the memories of what was once so real reminds of something its not. Years fly past just makes you wonder was it ever Going to last. Journeys deep to depth of what was or might be only problem with all this is I’m not sure if its you or me. Held tight put up a fight come out the ring head held high not beat until your unworthy comes and remind me