Red steams under pressure
Engines eternally shifting underneath
I wish I knew where I was going
I wish I knew where I have been
For I have lost my memory.
The woman next to me checks her instagram,
Her eyeliner is smudged and she looks tired, so tired
I wish I knew where she was going
I wish I knew where she has been
For I need her story to lift me up
When I have none to act as stilling ground.
I do not know where I am going,
I know that I have been to places behind me,
I know I will age as the train in the rain and night
Moves in my mind beside me.
All I know is I am moving,
I hear steam whistles
I hear hail on the roof.
I cannot tell whether or not it is angry,
For I have lost my empathy.
All I know is I am moving,
And this beneath me.