Jill May

Fighting Suicidal Thought

Bring it on - the difficulties untold.
Smash my face with the thick brick walls,
Breaking my neck with the rough red rope.
You still wont achieve what you’re hoping for.
You are the devil you are the wrong
You are the darkness of the underworld.
My heart will breath on
My  eyes will  keep watch
My hands will stay strong and
You’ll see that you are no longer my match.
 
The doubt is gone and the earth has come down,
My mind is as clear as one note sound.
Don’t be a fool just leave me alone
I can see a path now and its exactly my life’s long.
 
Turning the corner and rushing through straight
I can see the journey in its entire length.
Being content is a difficult thing
But now i dont care, i might lose or win
One never knows.
I have returned from self doubting tour
Now looking ahead with curious mind
I will keep for goodness an open eye.
Bring it on!
the wind of uncertainty
might make me doubt again,
but i know i will just wait till next corner
Where i’ll find my coveted home -
the inner peace and long –lasting hope.
Liked or faved by...
Other works by Jill May...



Top