Seeing the paths yet my heels dug… Messages received waking and sleep… In her arms– my heart has weeped. And in my darkness– my soul she’d… Woken slumber– new framed eyes.

Some days I can write and lose tr… some I can not write at all I sit and I think what could be blocking me what has me stalled

Remembering a perfect World A place where I’d once been. Trying to find the wherewithal To create this place again. Moving every mountain

When you think that you know that… you definitely do not tell anyone… you only know what you know you don’t know what they know just like they don’t know what you…

Let’s talk, shall we. I’d like to know your name. I can go first If you want to play that game. Where did you come from?

I have within me a deep feeling of a pre-trained mi… To which the ravenous drive to see it through is unmeasurable. The fire within has a flame

Negative thoughts consume me. Personal cloud cover– weather alwa… Impatience has always breathed thr… Clearing the haze– flowers bloomin… I’ll know when it’s my time to shi…

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Guidance all around me Love at each misstep The Ones who have been saving me When I have nothing left. ~Ruby L.S.~

Trust. Who can I trust if I don’t trust… Trust. Begging and pleading yet not much… Trust.

Detract, deny, deflect So that I won’t have any regrets Said to be heaven sent Into the forest my mind has went The dichotomy of the situation

Close to the top then fall back do… Hit every stop then kiss the groun… Ready to yell– can’t make a sound. Darkness sending clouds to my town… Fools shriek where cowards play.

A chuckle at my hardship. A pity when it’s yours. Every way you could betray me right down to the floors. Turn the other cheek now.

Save me from myself. I don’t know who I am. I know who I was but I don’t know… Nothing feels familiar. The ugliness I feel on the inside