Loathing Exposure
The rush of heating adrenaline
Fingers pressing against my back
Red face but my body quivers
It feels like the worst sin
Hiding in the darkness
Ashamed to show my skin
Fearing the physical affection
Afraid of the an emotional stem
The gripping and hot breath
Sexual thoughts and actions
Lustfully entwined with lips touching
Feelings bottled within
It’s over now
I leave the room quietly
Small exchange of words
Refusing to let myself be seen
Hiding in the hallway shadows
Stumbling softly to the washroom
Now I’m taking a look in the mirror
To find myself breaking down
(2014)
