(I don't like you)
(2001)
*nickname given to me by an abusive ex.
I hate you as much as you hate me. You ruin everything I have. I’m so ready to move out. I don’t want to be around you as m… I’m sorry I woke you up.
Different level of thinking. Afraid of knowing. Afraid of being known. Afraid of my eyes and being seen. A joy it would be to walk around i…
You love me with liquid courage. Why? I tell you I love you without any… Rejection is not a worry. I love you.
Waves crashing Quenching my thirst, Distracting from my outer layer be… Stripped away. Old sand stolen as it recedes.
I let you go. My love that may never return. You don’t write, Text, Call or
“Can I keep you?” I said. “For as long as you want” he repli… It wasn’t til later I realized I… “What if you change your mind?”
Similar paths worlds apart Of our own respective unhappiness. Our paths drifted closer with flee… Intense times full of showers, kis… Just enjoying each other.
Will you miss me when I go? Beg me to stay? What will you do when you need me? How alone will you feel? The love you always wanted
Familiar song in different keys. Every time I hear it, it sounds a… Makes me feel exactly the same. Takes me to a time when life was b… A song that changes with time but…
You have my heart. When you’re ready, You’ll give me yours. Neither one can commit to something more.
One passionate night. My mind sings “Now or never.” If I asked to rape you, would you… To become a mesh of lustful skin With not so innocent kisses in bet…
I miss you. I try to find the words. More elaborate, Romantic, Profound.
I can go on without you. Days can pass before you cross my… Except when I hear our songs. They take me back To everything I ever felt for you…
New pictures on my wall That you’ll never see. No longer coming around To be with me. Only you can make them colorful.
Do you remember how I’d kiss you? Softly at first Drawing you in Teasing Wanting