thOught
I dont know why I defend my mentality
These people that don’t know that half of me
The thOught that run thRough my mind consumes me
so consequently I costumes these obsessive thOughts with laughter and jokes thus
on the surface making them disappear like magic hocus pocus
Sometimes I just can’t focus
to others it may seem like I dont care or im nonchalant
But im not
Im Constantly obsessing about my future and perSonal success
I’m unsure about myself
So i don’t pursuing things unless I feel like in the best
You see unlike the rest I don’t feel like practice makes perfect
I feel like if it’s not natural its not worth it
Because practice as far as I see never doesnt too much for me
But Mabe my reasoning is why not too much happens for me
