She was so lost She basically gave birth To her own demons She gave them life And watched them dance
Best part was Letting you into my heart Letting you break The tall walls That no one could shake
Once upon a time There was this weak girl Covered herself with sheets And covered her face With cold frozen fingers
She is up at 2am “Sophie is it always going to be l… She asked “Baby girl you know nothing lasts” She whispered
I was looking At him Slow heartbeat Aching low screams I watched him
They aren’t just scars They are the demons They are the nightmares I fought… They are the insults I get The feelings that I can’t reject
He was there Held his frozen hand Kissed his forehead He used to say “One more my child,
You were always there Living in my heart You were my little secret When we were apart I was stupid I was dumb
Never left my mind Since day one I thought I would be fine And that I won But sadly
So what if I put myself out there Will you listen to me Or pretend that you don’t care What if
Cause when I’m thinking It’s always you in my head Cause when I’m lost It’s always you who finds me Cause when I’m buried beneath
Was sitting there alone Your heart next to me But cold as stone I was braking down You weren’t next to me
The sun blazing Into my room I didn’t sleep last night I am missing you I was gazing the stars
I love you so much It makes me sad You’ll never know And you’ll never love me back I’ll never even tell you
Am I just tired? Or do I just miss you? Am I just depressed? Or do I just need you? I wanted you near