“I think about it. I look at plane tickets to Europe, India..god even California. Anywhere that’s away from here. I need to be alone. I was always better alone. People are too complicated, too needy and I could never deal with that. But when it’s just me than there’s no one to disappoint and no one to judge me. I keep thinking I can make this work, that I’ll wake up and it’ll all get better. But my life won’t get better because of the environment I’m in…surrounded by people that don’t care about each other, only how they are viewed by society. I think about it and one day I’ll do it.”