Hiding behind a smile for years, Not revealing the hurt and hate in… I wanted so bad to die, I wanted to end it all, Feeling worthless inside,
You ruined me, My heart, My mind, Me, I am not the same,
It’s like I’m in the sky, Up in the air, About to come crashing down, Deep within, I’m torn,
Death is all around, Trying to take as many as it can, Trying to win, Death, You come to sting with poison,
Running around screaming and cryin… Beating on the walls, Trying to find away out of this ro… that you have trapped me in, I am looking everywhere,
I thought I was enough for you, I thought that I loved you enough… I thought that you were truly happ… satisfied with me, I guess I’m wrong,
You have it hidden in your eyes, Not showing what you are thinking, Keeping yourself away, Being sure to keep it secret, You know, I do see it,
I’m aching, Transparent, Your eyes see right through me, I’m dependent and shaking, I’m falling to my knees,
My past has followed me and I jus… I’m not the same as I once was, Leaving my past disarray, I still can’t believe the person… I’m trying so hard to change,
Born into this world without a VOICE or SAY No one hears my cries No one hears my screams I am unheard by everyone
I’m tired of being hurt, It’s like a constant battle, No matter where I turn, I’m betrayed or left behind, My heart can’t take much more of t…
Where no one can see, Where no one goes, The lies, The hate, The hurt,
Hate is ingraved in my skin over m… The word hate isn’t just skin deep… It is also ingraved deep in my hea… This hate isn’t like any other hat… It isn’t toward anyone,
It’s time, Time to start new, New life, New hope, New dreams,
Indescribably amazing sometimes, Pain, I can’t get enough, Pain, I like it rough cause I’d rather…