(2013)
In the morning wake And breathe fresh air To distract my thoughts From a recent nightmare Then go through processes
People walk Down the streets, Seeming happy As can be, Or maybe sad,
Sitting on the bed And sometimes laying down The chill from the AC Is too uncomfortable I recoil from the breeze
You dance to the angels’ Song of life Completely unaware That God choreographed Your whole existence
Long thin lines Across skin Placed there Upon day’s end Old ones pink
I walk through rivers, valleys, fo… Exploring all my thoughts Dreaming peacefully Things made up and memories Talking to friends and enemies
Sometimes I feel myself Willing to cry And sad over nothing I can remember That would make me upset
I put in my headphones To listen to songs And I listen to sad things Which tend to make me cry And I listen to screaming
Running through a forest Of never ending trees And everlasting green Some people fall And some turn back
To tell the truth Most things are easy And I’m the one To destroy simplicity And blow things far
I’m like one of those people Who says that music is my soul Except it’s not Because music is meaningful And music drowns out noise
I pretend I know everything, Or that I can do anything, But I don’t, And I can’t. Sure I may act
Passing Time I spend my days Falling through the glass That is our fragile world Chasing something
Scars on legs And scars on arms Incisions on bodies And stitches for sealing Cuts and scrapes
Walking talking depression Who’s too big around the waist Saying you’re messed up But what I’ll never understand Is how you think that you’re