this is basically "im not a good person to ask for advice"
#LoveLanguages
i don’t want to grow up but god, i can’t wait to get older…
and if the doorbell scares you we can hide in your mom’s closet hand in hand i’ll try and be brave for us and if the man turns the corner
i gave you open front doors, swing… i left you out in my backyard with… it’s not my fault you stayed like… i screamed your name over a coal e… standing in the middle of the trai…
i am far more childish than i ever allowed myself to be
i laughed out loud. the world didn’t implode.
you hurt me so much, but i never h… i just hated you for telling me it…
you go to touch me, and i bite your soft, warm fingers… then when you’ve left, i cry because i’m cold.
i love saying no, and watching men who are not accustomed to hearing… grow mad and confused. betrayed by the idea of me ruining… and not the other way around.
i want to cry and count all your f… decorate your face with stickers a… then maybe you could hold me and w… do you think?
i don’t want to think about you an… so please, stop asking about me. stop telling my friends you’re sor… for the hopes it will get through… i don’t miss you anymore.
the ocean makes a damned pagan out… i turn into the little kid i was w… the ocean reminds me i’m in limbo. reminds me i’ve come from boat peo…
i like dogs that bark and girls wh… yelling boys and little kids under… trying to figure out what to call… and always picking out “bones” or… i love animals and lovers with sca…
insomnia, violence, puncture wound… a razor, eating your organs raw, a… impatient, obsessive, humiliating.
i miss being a kid when the saddes…
if i loved you less maybe i could sleep through the ni…