blood red anger
Blood red, anger
Fills my soul
It drips from my heart
A giant black hole
No words left to say
Chest aches as I breathe
Do not believe him, my mind says
He’ll only deceive.
The pain he’s caused so far
The tears shed in vain
I watch as the last shred of hope
Is devoured by pain.
The pain so unbearable
I just wanted t to scream
Please! Someone wake me up
From the insightful dream.
I’ve fallen down farther
It’s darker than black
I don’t know how much longer
I can deal with the fact
That he never loved me
He never cared
I wish I could say
That I never shared
I do not regret
But I do not enjoy
Knowing that I
Was just his little toy.
Know I g in my heart
none of it was real
Everything g was fake
Except the way I feel.
(2013)
