That day was so tragic, the way i felt was rough, i wanted to cry my heart out, but thats not macho stuff. The feeling of resentment, of a disbelief in god and of my friend being taken away from us to soon: oh why oh why oh god: .
I knew that day would come as my friend had suffered a while, but he always managed a bit of a joke and always had a smile . I still feel resentment for a god that was not there, for he never came to help and i wondered did he care? .
Maybe one day somthing will change and god will be my trend  but until that day i will remember he was not there for my long lost freind .