You live on in my mind
Written: 03/02/16
Descending Round and round and never ending I’m falling Tornado Of my making
Looking out my bedroom window, I see the rain on a sunny day. And though the sunlight blinds me… This darkness suffocates me and it… From dusk comes dawn yet sleep eva…
Oh my dear suicide Why are you on my mind Again I really need some new friends My dear suicide
My ambitions are homeless, My determinations lost, My investments eagerly waiting for… To date, I meander, Observing life’s diverse paths,
I will rip you apart with my bare… Fuck your commands You have no authority over this la… You have no power over that man You’re nothing more than a well de…
You’ve got me locked down, Nowhere to go now, I’m playing your game, With you lays the power; But I won’t play by your rules.
Darker days If only they were just a haze As I say Like my brain But I guess it says
I’m a mess Define emotional distress Oh yes; behind that cracked mirror You’ll see how fine I’m dressed Black eye
The world is Bendy Far from Friendly Laughing
No intentions No emotions No opinions Just alive The carefully crafted oak frame be…
Your words left scars, your action… Both inflicted pure pain, which i’… A knife in my back, follows right… A continuous pain, that tears me a… Whether you’re unaware that this p…
In the light, I catch a glimpse o… Their torturous tracks forever emb… Though all that meets the eye is t… The scars run deeper. Their torturous tracks forever emb…
Adrenaline Infiltrates my veins Ignites my brain Dulls the pain No barriers remain
Right and wrong, A tick, a cross, Two simple words, Yet to me they are lost. They blend and merge,
The sun is beating down on me, Why am I so cold? In years I’m only fifteen, Why do I feel so old?